“Sometimes you couldn’t face the sadness of being forgotten until you felt the comfort of being remembered again.” ― Ann Brashares, The Last Summer

JK Rowling captured a rather wonderful thing when she created the remembrall for the Harry Potter books. Do you remember them? They are clear glass balls that are small enough to be held in the palm of your hand. When they are filled with red smoke they indicate that the holder has forgotten something and they become clear again once the thing has been remembered. They came to mind when I got this picture in an email from my sister.
That's my glamorous grandma Mary (although her name was actually Sheila), my aunty Ann and my darling dad at the front. My grandma Barney (although his name was actually Brendan) is not in this photo and I wonder if perhaps it was a gift for him but, of course, I'll never know because those little details are lost as family trees grow bigger and the past recedes. I'd want to know what my dad was like as a baby, where Mary got that wonderful hat and why they had the photo taken.
We didn't have any photos of my dad as a baby until my sister got this one from my aunt this week. That young girl up there with the thick braids grew up to be a nurse, fell in love with a US marine who was injured during the Korean War and moved to Texas. Some distances are greater than others and, as the years wore on, we discovered that the distance between Sydney and Amarillo is particularly vast. Ann's marine passed away a couple of years ago and she has been clearing things out. My sister in Boston and her family recently passed through Amarillo to see her. She gave them this photo and I found it in my email today. It feels like the most precious gift, a rare jewel that no-one sees the value in but us. I have been staring at it feeling deeply both happy and sad. It's been lovely.
There are so many things that I would like to know but I am unable to find out so my remembrall will remain opaque. In time, my family pictures will be like the ones above. A few vaguely familiar faces smiling out at the yet to be born. Will they smile back briefly and grant me the comfort of being remembered?


Mary said…
so beautiful A -

and I need those glass balls every hour of the day.

Fran said…
Lovely post Amelia. I always feel a sense of melancholy when looking at old photographs.

What a lovely thing to now have
Lynn said…
So sweet, and what a lovely photograph. But your comment has got me thinking -- there really won't be any photos of me for my descendants to look at, because I am always behind the camera. Must get back to self-portraits, I guess.
Aunty S said…
Isn't it wonderful? Also wonderful: Grandma Mary's hair. That ain't no hat, that's a serious hairdo! I can barely manage to get out of the house with my hair combed, but back then ladies were ladies.
Aunty S
PS By the way, you really need to do a side-by-side comparison with a photo of Billy.
Julie said…
What a lovely post.
Posie Patchwork said…
Oh this is a breathtaking piece of your family history & ancestry, how wonderful. Simply beautiful & i love your take on the Harry Potter Rememballthingies, gosh that is a gorgeous series of books, love Posie

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